Days when technology bites you in the ARSE!

I was testing some backup procedures for a new roll out in my company and setup the wrong backup steps. Now all my pictures I took from since I got my Cannon 350D is all GONE!!! 10GB of photos... all those memories...

I'm being melodramatic... Some of them Gary's got in his PC, I've backed up my daydream island ones... and some "scaled down" versions are still in Flickr... so not all is lost. Besides, its a good excuse to take more of the same photos again and visit those places again... hahaha...

Dry & Thirsty

have been feeling dry and thirsty spiritually. been yearning to read more of God's word and more christian literature. i am in the spiritual desert and i need that overflowing living water.

however, i have only 24 hours a day and work has been occupying most of it. maybe it is an excuse. maybe i can choose to sleep 4 hours a day and spend some time on reading His word. maybe i can choose to boycott extra time that i have to spend on work to meet deadlines and ruin my career.

today before service i have been thinking about it again. feeling exhausted, empty, unsatisfied with life. no peace and joy that can only come from God only.

God spoke to me today during service. ever so clearly. what really matters in life? if God were to come in the next 5 minutes, what have i done in life that really matters in His kingdom, in His sight?

right now, this is the BIG issue in my life. not about marriage life, about having kids, about career, about parents, about further education. they don't matter to me as much. now, it is about God. not just at this present moment, but for the rest of my days on earth.

at work on a saturday

i am at work on a saturday coz it is the busy season for audit.

good thing is that mervin is at the Men's Training Event up at Mt Tambourine, sitting at God's feet, listening to Him. am very excited for him. can't wait for him to tell me all about what God has told him.

gary's parents and bro are coming to visit end of september as well. very excited too.

merv's parents are also coming to visit at the end of the year for three months. very excited.

also merv and i will be attending two weddings in october. very excited. will have to travel to sydney for one of them. that will be right after my last exam paper for CPA. a short holiday for me!! extremely excited.

recently, wedding bells can't stop ringing. one of my college good friend is getting married in october in singapore as well. a shame that i can't be there. but i am very excited for her.

exciting exciting!!!

tho, i am not too excited about having to work on saturday.