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//24.9.2003 5:55:39 PM
Faulty starter motor
FOr those who don't know much about cars the starter motor is the on the helps crank up the engine when you turn the key.
My 'starter motor' is faulty... I've got problem getting back into doing work again... feeling very lazy and tired all the time... Must be the crazy wheather over here... It's too hot!
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//19.9.2003 10:12:49 AM
Jerry Springer Show
Many 'christian' groups consider the jerry springer show trash... but through the course of 2 semesters watching it I listening to his lame 'final thought' at the end of the segment I come to realize that some things he say DOES make some sense!
For instance, he said something like...
First I'd like to thank you all for coming onto the show. Folks, don't keep secrets from your loved ones if you know that if he/she found out it would mean a drastic change in her impression or outlook of the situation. Witholding such information is not only unfair in the relationship, it is unhealthy and is not a true relationship. If you truly love that person and he feels the same. These situations should be worked out and not kept hidden. Take good care of yourself... And... each other... Bye bye!
Hahah... my first impression of jerry springer. But there are really some truths in that... I believe that relationships grounded on lies and secrets are bound to fail no matter how you try.
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//14.9.2003 10:10:13 PM
All men are selfish
How much is enough? I mean how much posessivness is enough? You expect someone to call but you don't reply... You want someone to answer when you answer yourself... Assumptions and imaginations can sometimes be an infectious disease...
'Bitter sweet'... its the best oxymoron to describe love... However, most of the turmoil that comes with the 'bitter' part can be lessen when we lessen our assumptions and imaginations... but we can't, can we? We a mere human... if you take a close look at all the depression and sorrow or worry we face daily, you'll see most of it is probably brought onto ourselves, BY ourselves...
So I'm gonna take my first step of therapy and go to sleep now... goodnight everyone... for those who don't get this entry... don't bother asking... I'll be too pissed to explain...
ciao
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//10.9.2003 5:07:35 PM
Restrictions
I'm beginning to feel the restrictions that made Eugenia move her blog. There are too many readers and considerations to think about when I write my blog that whatever is written goes through too much skewing and censorship to maintain 'readership'.
The initial spirit of blogging is lost. All my joy cannot be shown... must maintain composure... all my frustrations cannot be shown... must not offend anyone... all my sacarsms, shouts, screams...
Little by little, there seems to be lesser and lesser things to write... maybe I should re-think the agenda for brokenVase... Hmm...
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//3.9.2003 7:35:37 PM
Kat and I
Ok here's the deal... Kat and I are back together again. Thank you guys for all the support and concerns for me through this 3 months of searching and learning. I believe friends are a strong avenue for support in times of trials. However, that being said, there are also 'friends' who can destroy you. But we are not talking about them here today... This is meant to be a joyous entry...
In case you still haven't noticed... Yes... the confusion was about this... 'cos I was taken aback amidst all my busy work schedule and tiredness that when Kat broke the news to me that she wanted to work out our relationship again I wasn't prepared... But after careful considerations I feel that we can work it out and with God we can make this a better thing than it was before... so no more confusion there...
Ok to those who are still going.. 'so who is Cherri then?' She is just a good friend I got to know from school and we hang out together... *busy bodies*...
Ok so... the word 'Kat' is no longer taboo when I'm around guys  ... gotta go do my work now... ciao...
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//1.9.2003 2:16:09 PM
Back up again!
Ok life's not confusing anymore... So many people come to me concerned after my last entry... Thank you all...
Life is still tiring though... Sigh...
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